i totally forgot i had a tumblr, for a year now?
so much has changed and it’s only been a year.
i don’t even know where exactly to start.
summer has been great to me so far, although i have summer school. i can’t complain cause i actually feel like i’m doing something with my summer other then sitting at home and using the laptop all day. other than summer school i have work as well, and that’s going BLAH. asdfghjkl;
there’s seriously too much to blog about, i think it’ll take a whole night LOL :)
not too long ago i got into a car accident, and from that point on i never feel like driving again. i use to LOVE driving but, there’s something about cars i don’t like anymore. not only that but i also got a speeding ticket on las tunas going “46mph” on a 35 mile zone. TOTAL BULLSHIT ]: i haven’t told my parents yet either, its better that they know than don’t know. its not like they’re paying for it, so it shouldn’t even matter to them. i’m a big girl, i can handle! :)
lets see, what else? well, theres this boy :)
he makes me happy, sad, and even a big bitch sometimes. but we manage to be a good pair at times. not in a million years that i thought we would be together, but shit happens for a reason and i’m pretty happy with where i’m at now in life.
abc? i still believe that we’ll be life long friends no matter how less we talk. i know for sure in any situation you guys would totally have my back 101%! i love you guys although we have gone our separate ways now. i don’t blame you guys, we all changed but its only for the better of course. i’m not even scared thinking about us in the future because i know you guys would be there no matter what. i feel too confident about our friendship, its because i love you guys :)
i might as well blog about it here also. so i’ve been thinking about you alot lately. i don’t mean to but after all those years you can’t expect me to erase you out of my life. yes, i’ll admit. i miss you and think about you alot but as well as i know myself, its better that you’re not in my life. this way i won’t have to worry and care for you anymore. you have him and i have my friends. its just funny how life can make a 360 in just about a year. i’ve known you since kindergarten, we’ve been best friends since middle school all the way through high school. never did i think that we would no longer be friends. sometimes i wish you would regret what you did and finally realize that you left your best friends for some shitty lifestyle with cigs and drugs. you act as if your happy sometimes but then i read your blogs and such and you seem like such a miserable person inside. not that i want you to be, but lets just say i know you better than that. i miss you, i miss how things use to be, i miss doing everything with you, i miss telling you everything. and most of all i miss having my best friend right next to me. i hope you’re doing well, i hope you miss me as well, and i hope you do well in the future. good luck. its different.
dakgjaghdj sooooooo. i’m done :)
